04 February 2008

emails & Eurotrips & hospitals etc

in omnia paratus

Eurotrip? Oooh I want to do another one. Don't know how I will manage though. While I am waiting - one trip to Vienna and another one or two planned for Amsterdam during February and March instead. Got to do something before I die over here.

Did a stop at the hospital today, supposed to check the damn knee again and also my iron levels since they are for sure low now. Kind of got lost at the hospital area too - supposed to be impossible but it can happen if you are not carefully watching where you go! Weee...

Realised that a lot of my old and new friends are currently pregnant - another two told me this today and asked me when I was going to join them for this - my comment regarding this is "children - me? No no, I can barely take care of myself, how would I be able to take care of a child?". Enough said, I guess. Stop asking me these things. You should all know me well enough not to ask this.

I am drowning in emails and spam, got to get my address off from getting all these emails. Soon.

stones & memories

Climbing walls, cleaning closets. 


That is what I have been up to for the past days. Today did just vanish, wonder what tomorrow will be like?

Stones = my current desktop picture. 


Can't help it but I love stones and springs - maybe I should have done something else with my life???

Heard this song today - almost scary how a song can bring up memories you thought were forgotten.


03 February 2008

inside and outside - cold

Brrr, cold so cold. Inside and outside. 


Didn't think it would be like this, that it would have this effect as well. 


Anyway, Sunday again and I only got one thing to say about that - "time goes too fast" - where did this weekend go? Should really need to take some more photos again, soon getting behind schedule on that one now. So - I want some more sun!


S1: Shouldn't it be spring soon? 
S2: Dream on, dream on, months to go...
S1: Crap...


01 February 2008

fruit delivery!



Finally arrived now - the fruit I mean , cat inside seems to be nice as well :)


*so happy* 


Now I know what I will do this weekend...

sorry | förlåt



"I have to put an end to this since it is probably the best for both of us.
"


So I did. I feel so free and relieved but on the same time cut in half as if a part of me is missing.



Förlåt --- jag hoppas att du en dag förstår varför det var enda utvägen. Att du förstår varför det blev så här.


Currently listening to: Kent - Vapen & Ammunition ("Weapons & Ammunition")