feeling so free

Suddenly, tonight I feel so free.

Perhaps it's the lack of sleep from last night causing it, I do believe I should sleep before I go even more mad. Tomorrow is another day. New books to read. New people to meet. New challenges to face. New seconds, minutes and hours to experience.

*floating*

beep beep

Started with an early morning. Then spent the day in the land of nowhere. Place where cellphones do not even work. Loads of mosquitoes. Roads where two cars barely can meet. Green trees. Blue sky. White fluffy clouds. Grey calm clouds. Black thunderous clouds. Loads of wild flowers. Picnic. Scent of forest. Scent of freshness.

Now some tea.

Nice. Happy.

Nightly mission: white roses

Had a small nightly mission again. Currently not raining over here so things tend to get dry (sunny days too), so I felt like I had to give some of the plants in the garden some water. Just since I happen to want the lawn to stay green and the white roses to bloom even more! The red roses are...out of question this far :(

So around 00:30 I headed out. Approx. 14°, no wind & daylight (got to love these summer nights) - perfect!
Now I know that the white roses are soooooo going to stay alive for some more days, very nice since each time I open my window (happens a lot) I can scent them. Now, if only the room could become a bit cooler and the traffic outside of the house could vanish for some hours so that I could get some sleep! Why not shut down the road during nights? ;)

Happy. Me and my roses.

hyperaktiv...naaa, bara lite ;)

Har jag varit/är i något slags hyperaktivt läge idag!

Vaknade alldeles för tidigt av något slags gnisslande ljud utifrån (E4:an passerar utanför fönstret så vad ska man säga?), strålande solsken som fick mig att studsa upp. Började med att plugga lite, hade ju ett par sidor kvar att läsa sedan igår...

Fortsatte med att laga en massa mat (stoppat 10++ lådor med färdiga portioner i frysen, vilket är bra att ha när jag snart hamnar i en jag-vill-inte-laga-mat period igen)! Efter det studsade jag vidare ett par varv i motionsspåret (rastlös som få!) innan jag avslutade och skickade in veckans hemuppgifter. Lyckades sedan lugna ner mig i säkert en timme innan jag hoppade upp igen - lagade mat till resten av huset!

Nudå? Lyssna på Janis Joplin :) Leta kort till draken kanske? Eller kanske ta någon annan punkt på den allt kortare att-göra-innan-maj-är-slut listan?

Känner mig lätt hyperaktiv idag.

...and I am

Green leaves on the trees. Evening sun.
Scent of a newly cut lawn. Right now.
Then I realise. This is me.
And I am happy.

"I dig my toes into the sand,
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
strewn across the blue blanket.
I lean against the wind.
Pretend I am weightless
and in this moment
I am happy...happy."

Holland. Vilka minnen. Kan inte glömma. Stänger mina ögon. Svävar. Igen.

30 April, again

Yet another "sista april", yet another year, yet another fire, yet another thing. Blue sky, +10°, thin clouds. Not that bad for an April day.

Cold beer, a fire and who knows what's up.

"Gyllene år gå snabbt förbi,
unga, ljusa gyllene år."