31 July 2009


Long time, long seen. Fortfarande lite lätt less på vissa saker. Kanske lite mer AFK hjälper?

Happy sysadmin day ppl!

24 July 2009

Åke(mannen) visited me the other days, on his way from the north to the south. Hadn't seen him in way too many years so it was a nice visit! *tnx*


Why not? We are not that old! ;)

19 July 2009


*stupid allergic body*


Yesterday I spent a lovely sunny half day pretty much crawling upon old ruins, graves & fields over at the Kvissle-Nobly-Prästbolet area, checking all these things they built sometime 800-1000 years ago and then really realising that these things are still around and available to us almost without restrictions. Nice day if I just remove the moment when I ran into the 35++ number of cows, that were not that social and nice, in the middle of the forest! Well well, shit happens and then we move on.

It's that time of year, I guess.

16 July 2009

So what's new?

I accepted it. A bit of new life & new ambitions coming up next then, yet another change of direction in life. Why do I keep ending up doing these? A bit restless perhaps? ;)

Hurt a finger today too, it's slightly blue now. Only since I tried to save a butterfly being way off from where it should be. Butterfly is still alive though, so I guess something went well!

Thunderstorm clouds of today were very nice.

13 July 2009

beep beep

Started with an early morning. Then spent the day in the land of nowhere. Place where cellphones do not even work. Loads of mosquitoes. Roads where two cars barely can meet. Green trees. Blue sky. White fluffy clouds. Grey calm clouds. Black thunderous clouds. Loads of wild flowers. Picnic. Scent of forest. Scent of freshness.

Now some tea.

Nice. Happy.

11 July 2009

I am in...

...accept or not?

That's _the_ question.

08 July 2009

seeing "ghosts"?

I just saw a "ghost" (perhaps "something that can not be" would be a good replacement for the word "ghost" since I don't really believe that there is such thing).

Time stopped for a second or two. So this is how it feels.

"High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
shaking their bits to the hits.
Drag acts, drug acts, suicides, in your dad's suits you hide
staining his name again.
Cracked up, stacked up, 22, psycho for sex and glue,
lost it to Bostik, yeah.
Shaved heads, rave heads, on the pill, got too much time to kill,
get into bands and gangs."

05 July 2009

Sömnlös & lite GENSOjobb

Pysslat en del med GENSO de senaste två dagarna. Dels satt vi med våra framtida forum igår - hade lite lösenord- & verifikationsproblem till en början men till slut löste det sig! Artar sig, skulle jag säga. Satt även lite med hemsidan innan det spårade ur, finns lite oönskad sync mellan test och prod. miljö just nu, bör fixas till veckan innan mer kan göras :( Skrev lite dokumentation när jag ändå var i farten, vilket även gjorde att ett par öppna trådar kunde stängas. Dock öppnade jag tre nya så att i slutändan gick den delen nog plus/minus noll!

Idag blev det lite mer forum (måste ju testa funktionerna som finns innan vi kan släppa dem) och lite research för framtiden (mjukvarusläpp och sådant som ska komma inom ett par månader hos oss)! Även kollat igenom användarvillkoren för forumen, ändrat lite (lagt till & skrivit om) samt börjat preppa framtidens "aktiva utvecklare + oldies" lista. Inte så illa, klart bättre än inget alls!!! :)

Men nu - sova är bra har jag hört, bör nog testa snart. Borde försöka få tillbaka någon slags dygnsrytm. Känner att jag ligger ca 3-4 timmar ur fas nu.

"Technical Support, Bugs and Other Insects"

02 July 2009

Seagulls, mosquitoes, traffic, sunshine, flies. Damn it, I can not sleep.


01 July 2009


It is in the middle of the night and I am not sleeping. Why is that? I wonder, I wonder. I can hear the night traffic now, it is a lot less than during the day. Almost silent outside. In about two hours it will be all different as the morning rush starts. I can hear two birds singing outside of the window. The sun is pretty much up, it is full daylight outside.

I am not easily scared, been through way too much in life for that. But every now and then there is something/someone that/who gets me to seriously have a look at the world around me asking what we think that we are doing in/with it. Today this happened, again.

Like a leaf in the wind.