and I just want to leave again

The room is dark.

The ceiling is high.

The apartment is silent.

The boxes are still packed.

And I just want to leave again.

There are so many things I want.

There are so many things I do not want.

There are so many things I can not control.

There are so many things I just have to "sit out on".

And I just want to leave again.

So I need to become more of a bitch?!?

For the 2nd time in very short time I got to hear that I am too nice and good towards someone. Wtf does this world want from me? Apparently I need to become more of a bitch. WTF?!?

Or when I think of it - I should not. I should just "leave" these people out of my life since they apparently can not handle that I am the person I am. So it is. Here we go.

För att dokumentera nästa fas i livet:

http://saantjegoessthlmish.wordpress.com/

*beep*

en gång = ingen gång | två gånger = vana?

Betyder det att jag har en vana att dricka kaffe nu?

[druckit det vid två separata tillfällen på mindre än en vecka]

Kaffe. Svart.

dagens stilobservation

Superkorta svarta jeansshorts med vita hjärtan. Vit tröja i sådan lång modell. Kort mörkblå denimjacka. Vita converse. Tjej. 14 år kanske.

Vackert?