Att-göra-innan-det-blir-för-stressigt:

• fixa biljetterna till .nl
• skriva sammanfattning
• kolla vektorgrafiken
• kolla ircmodul
• leta (& mod.?) anteckningarna om nya web
• leta (& mod.?) grafiken för nya web
• läsa på om vfu
• kolla vad jag måste fixa innan kursstart
• leta kursböcker?
  
• ...

...undrar om det någonsin tar slut?

back in .se

I am somehow back in .se after some days in Vienna. Sleepy. Ill. Suffering from some kind of post workshop effects again, been a while since last time, didn't get these feelings after the previous 3 workshops...but now it is back, _the_ feeling.

Snowing outside, and I should look for some food.

ticket hunting done

Heading to Vienna again in February. Time for a workshop. Time for catching up with some old friends. Time to get away from Sweden for some days...

packing again

Visiting my father. Skiing. Relaxing. Meet some friends and family. Go to the Netherlands again.

Ok - so that is what I am up to for the rest of the month. 

What are YOU going to do?

...back

So I am back from Vienna and today is such a crappy day in general.

...more to come later on I guess.

From a train station in the middle of nowhere...

...ok I am not in Kiruna, even if we usually said it was "in the middle of nowhere surrounded by nothing", but I am on a train station waiting for my train to come/go this sunny day. Train will take me to Arlanda where I am supposed to catch up with Szabszi before we take our flight to Vienna (we ended up on the same flight without us even planning it...). 

Vienna, here I come.

emails & Eurotrips & hospitals etc

in omnia paratus

Eurotrip? Oooh I want to do another one. Don't know how I will manage though. While I am waiting - one trip to Vienna and another one or two planned for Amsterdam during February and March instead. Got to do something before I die over here.

Did a stop at the hospital today, supposed to check the damn knee again and also my iron levels since they are for sure low now. Kind of got lost at the hospital area too - supposed to be impossible but it can happen if you are not carefully watching where you go! Weee...

Realised that a lot of my old and new friends are currently pregnant - another two told me this today and asked me when I was going to join them for this - my comment regarding this is "children - me? No no, I can barely take care of myself, how would I be able to take care of a child?". Enough said, I guess. Stop asking me these things. You should all know me well enough not to ask this.

I am drowning in emails and spam, got to get my address off from getting all these emails. Soon.

shadows from the past

***
Well you can tear a plane in the falling rain.
I drive a Rolls Royce 'cause it's good for my voice.
But you won't fool the children of the revolution.

***

As a shadow from the past, someone must have forgotten it. Walked by this one today and came to think of the summer, ooh some lovely summer. So far away. Maybe I should do another "Eurotrip" this summer? Anyone who wants to join me?
Spoke to my sister today, maybe I should go to Germany and visit her again soon?

Got a call from a really old friend of mine this weekend, another shadow from the past, they seem to be haunting me at the moment.

lost...and found?

***

"Jag vet du lever mitt i bland.
Fast mitt i ingenstans.
Mitt i allt det där,
du försöker ge ett namn."
***

Feeling kind of lost today, as if my head is not attached to my body, as if there is a gap there. Tired, probably forgotten to take the damn red pills again so maybe I should look for them.


Leaving for Vienna on the 25th of February, finally got myself some tickets this morning. Straight to Vienna, no stops along the way.

Ooh life...should find my way back soon.